just bad at this

i didn't blog about summer or travels or
today i am just out out out of it
i am sick
went home after class ended at noonish
napped
awoken by a friend coming to borrow something
started doing math
got my head turned around a bit and somehow lost my understanding of time and the clock and came down here for a 1715 class
but it is only just now 1615
i guess i will just do some more math in this almost empty room
my weeks seem to follow a stress-on stress-off pattern
this is a a stress-on week

and we only got the cabin for one night this weekend
i don't even like the idea of a one night cabin trip
arrive
eat
whatever
sleep
wake up
eat breakfast
and already you have to think about leaving again
not even one true full day clear of life worry
nigh pointless