keep on trying

trying a new general format. mmm specifications. right?
sometimes easier to work with constraints.
so three simply stated thoughts/observations/realizations/updates per day then walk away. occasional longer format breaking things when i need to but.
not often.

1. it seems i actually am in some way trying to work towards some sort of enlightenment. any pictures i have of my future involve incredible solitude. one image is just bike touring. another that has stayed with me for a long time involves living in a reconditioned service station on some lonely road in the american mid-west - i would throw open those upward sliding garage doors and great the nigh silent morning. there'd be a bit of a chill. for some reason i am holding a cup of coffee though i still never plan on adopting the habit. solitude. tranquility. serenity. <=====> enlightenment. or just peace.

2. norwegian are very very proud of norway. many people wear things with the norwegian colors or the norwegian flag or simply NORGE. daily wear. it helps that the flag isn't as heinously ugly as the american flag. *SHRUG*

3. i think i need more handkerchiefs. i lost one of my oldest softest favoritest ones a month or so back. i have been a bit sick the past few days. using the ones i have, washing them out at the end of the day or whenever they get too gross, hanging them over something to dry, using whichever one has dried. i guess i have more than two so i don't actually need more. i just wish i hadn't lost the one i connected with the most.

let's see if i can do this again tomorrow.